held hostage

i'm laughing too hard to even write something of any substance...i mean really what could i say? i've reduced myself to photographing my big toe and blogging about it!?

Not Surprised...

it's only the second day...and i haven't really shared this with the masses, so it's not really a shocker that i don't have any followers yet. (i do know that some are watching from the safety of their screens w/out loggin in ...it's ok i know who you are!)
I'm at work today so i had to do some special riggin' to get this hurt-walker in a nice shoe! maybe i'll shoot a pic of the bandaging so you can see what is going on here. It really does hurt to have so much pressure all around it...but it's a short day. Looking forward to my regimented treatments later - 20 saline soak + hydrogen peroxide wash....also taking some antibiotics to cover the scope of possible infection that might be brewing.

march 30, 2010

Believe it or not...this isn't the worst of it...it's just the reality of my southern most tip and actually

my toe feels better.....Much better...i'm able to squeeze it into a tennis shoe today. All good signs that it won't be removed or falling off anytime soon! pheeewwwwwww what a big sigh of relief!

i'm so horrified by this hideous photo of my toe. but i know this is simply the 1st step in my process. it's some kind of accountablility of sorts. even as i'm typing this i'm realizing that i used to have a thing about taking pictures of my toes ...in the water, on the beach...etc. ya know, to landmark places i'd been. not the case right now! the only location to be landmarked is an emotional state of anxiety.

have no fear...there will be more details on the toe story and how this came to be the current drama in my life. stay tuned!